Foolish

I cannot weep,
I cannot feel,
I cannot be who I was before you.
You've stolen my every thought,
my heart, my sanity.
Why must I feel this way for you?
You didn't even care for me that much.
You used me,
took advantage of me,
you lied and made me a fool.
Why would I miss being with you?
Blinded by my own naivity
I let you get away with it all.
Thousands of tears fell
over many days and
I am still mending my broken heart.
I see you and my heart flutters.
What do you think when you see me?
Does it even phase you?
Do you regret the things you did
or didn't do?
If I could know how you feel about everything
I could find closure.
Until then,
my wounded heart will never be repaired.